I was being an idiot. I shouldn ’t have had such a dream…

I was already happy with what I had.

I was being… just an idiot.

”You ’re right, I have to move on… It hurts but… I have to leave behind this, and move on with our lives… With my new self. ”

”Yeah, that ’s right, dear… Did it take you a while to get it? I got it faster than you… ” she sighed.

”Sorry again… ”

She stopped, as she kissed me.

”I love you more than anything in my life… I know how much it hurt, but you have to know that I am here for you, right? To heal your pain, and alleviate your sorrow, the same way you ’ve done to me all this time. ”

”Benladann… Sometimes I don ’t know if I really deserve you… ” I sighed.

”Eh? I ’ve thought the same with you… Do I really deserve him? After all, he has done for me? After all the amazing things he ’s capable of? So I thought… That I also had to be just as great as him. To try to be the best me that I can be… ”

”And to deserve you… then I have to be… the best me I can be too? ”

”I guess? We ’ll find out together. ”

”You ’re right… ”

She held my hand tightly, as we walked towards a tunnel of light.

”I ’ve seen more than enough… Let ’s wake up now. ”

”Yeah, there ’s a lot we have to do… ”

FLASH!

[Day 158]

Yesterday was way too long.

We did too many things and too many things happened.

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It almost seems as if it were all set up somehow… But we managed to get past everything.

Even my own dreams… I never thought I would end up using this same power against myself.

And all of that dream…

God, I am so stupid.

I could never replace my past life with this new one.

All the amazing things I ’ve lived… and it has only been half a year.