Pastoral Daily Life

In the twenty-seven years of his life Yan Yue had never tried to be so close to anyone.

He had no memories of being swaddled as a baby, and wondered if his mother would have gently and lovingly held him in her arms. But it seemed that ever since he could remember, he had never had such a close relationship with anyone without a trace of estrangement.

Yan Yue hugged Lu Lingxi tightly; the boys body was soft and surrounded by the faint fragrance of grass and leaves. Perhaps because he was so surprised, the young man didnt even try to push him away. Yan Yues lips pressed against the young mans earlobe, and from this angle he could see Lu Lingxis delicate collar bone and a large area of fair skin. He touched the young mans waist somewhat uncontrollably; the skin under his palm was warm and soft, like fine white jade. This beautiful sensation made his body tremble with excitement. The urges and desires that he had been trying to suppress all this time swept through his body like a violent storm.

Yan Yue felt that he could no longer repress it. He knew it was wrong, but the young man would not understand what a shocking wave had been caused in his heart by just that glance. From the moment he kissed Lu Lingxi uncontrollably, there was no way back. Since this was the case, Yan Yues heart simply gave birth to a ruthless determination of someone looking death in the eye.

His lips left the boys earlobe and found the place he had been longing for. The moment his lips touched, Yan Yue felt as if he had reached heaven.

It was only then that Lu Lingxi finally reacted and began to struggle.

To Yan Yue, Lu Lingxis struggle was nothing. In this position the young man was unable to exert any force at all. Yan Yue easily confined him in his arms. He cupped the young mans chin tremblingly, half forcing him to open his mouth, and kissed him obsessively. There was confusion in the young mans eyes, mixed with shyness and indignation, and a hint of disbelief, and Yan Yue kissed him with fascination.

Unlike the previous dragonfly kiss, this kiss was a kiss in the strictest sense of the word. Although it was Yan Yues first kiss, he had a kind of uncanny ability to do it without any experience, relying only on his instincts to drive in and taste the sweetness of the young mans mouth in earnest. The kiss was a frenzied and trembling one, full of all Yan Yues emotions, with an unrelenting energy and a ruthlessness that didnt leave any way for retreat.

Lu Lingxis reaction was very slow. Although Yan Yue was inexperienced, he at least had a theory, but Lu Lingxi had no theory or experience at all. Almost forced to open his mouth, Lu Lingxi was a little puzzled as he felt Yan Yues breath. Unlike his usual calmness and reliability, Yan Yue at this moment was someone completely unfamiliar to him. Lu Lingxi was a little scared, and more than anything else, uneasy at being controlled. Lu Lingxis face began to flush and he gradually became a little breathless.

Yan Yue keenly sensed the abnormality of the young man in his arms and let go of Lu Lingxi with some reluctance. He was worried that if he continued kissing the young man, Lu Lingxi would suffocate because he would not be able to catch his breath. Yan Yues gaze fell on the young mans ravaged red lips, his eyes fierce and eager to taste them all over again.

Lu Lingxi finally came back to his senses, panting heavily in Yan Yues arms. He tried somewhat feebly to push Yan Yue away and was held tightly.

“Xiao Xi, please dont be angry.” Yan Yues voice trembled a little with a hint of pleading, “I know its my fault, but I like you and simply cant control my feelings.”