I will kill myself.


Spring of the second year of high school.
I, Rin Kuromine confessed to my childhood friend, who I have been friends with since I was a child.
Until the lower grades of elementary school we took baths together and vowed to stay like that in the future.
In junior high school and high school, nothing changed, and we still went to and from school together.
We were always together and were often treated as a couple by the people around us.
At this point, who wouldn’t be convinced that it’s a two-way street?

At least I was.
That’s why I confessed to my childhood friend.
As I moved up to my second year of high school …

But what about the result?

I never saw Rin-chan as a member of the opposite sex.

That! What’s that!
You don’t see me as the opposite sex, what’s that!

I was thinking so much about us!
After dating, we would go to various places, holding hands, where we would play …
While we were both excited, we would have our first time…
Eventually, getting married, living together as a married couple, having children, and so much more!

And yet… it’s awful.
[I don’t see you as the opposite sex.]
Am I an amphibian? Do I really have a human body ?
Gero Gero.

“I can’t really find any worth in living anymore.”

I really liked my childhood friend.
I thought it was mutual.
I thought I was winning the war, but I was not only losing the war, I had lost long before the fight even began.

Yes Seppuku ~ Seppuku ~.

“I don’t care anymore.
My life is shit.”
I want to escape this painful feeling.
I decided to commit suicide.

It’s currently 9 pm.

In search of a suicide place that no one could find, I was riding my bicycle towards the mountains.

It’s three hours away from home.

I’m not going home anymore.


Pedaling hard to climb the slope surrounded by trees.

The whole area is dark and there is no way to get a better visibility.

Only the bicycle’s light can be relied on.


“Yeah, I’m thirsty … I’ll die.”

I have been riding my bike like an idiot, and haven’t stopped sweating.

Every single one of my cells want water.

Is there a vending machine somewhere …

Thinking so, as I was riding my bicycle along with a ‘Toro Toro’, I saw a light a little further away.

That is a convenience store.
To think there is a convenience store in such a place.

I feel like I’ve been saved.
It’s like a person lost in the desert discovered an oasis.

I aim for the convenience store in a rush.
No car parked in the parking lot.
There is only one bicycle parked in one corner.

At this time of day, no customers will come to a convenience store in the mountains.
And It’s far from the residential area.

I stop my bicycle and head to the convenience store.
Passing through the automatic door, a pleasant cold air pierced my body.
Kuu, it’s the best!

The girl at the cash register looks at me.
She …… looks kind of plain.

It’s hard to see her face with the big glasses on the messy brown hair.
Moreover, she is hunched over, looking like she is depressing.
Giving a gloomy atmosphere.

“Gut! Uh …!”

How is that possible?
Suddenly my stomach hurts like hell!

“I’m sorry.
I need to use the bathroom…!”
“Feel free.”
I refused the clerk and rushed to the bathroom.
It was about to leak.


Huh, it was refreshing.
It was a fierce battle that lasted nearly 20 minutes, but I managed to win.

What am I doing …

I came to the mountain with the intention of suiciding, but I ended up to a convenience store in search of water …

Am I not cycling after being dumped by my childhood friend?

Ah, yabe.

I’m feeling the worst.
When I remembered being shaken by my childhood friend, I suddenly want to die.

Somehow, I feel lethargic about everything … my emotions are dying.
Let’s buy a drink and go find a place to die.

It was when I got out of the bathroom, after washing my hands, and going to the drink corner.

“Hey! Give me the money fast! I’ll

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